What is a


One who sees truth without compassion

It’s really just a lie

They made up

Like all the others





They do not believe

They devour the weak

As a sacrifice to their fear ghosts

And vanity

Never mind

They are nothing

Just phantoms of the fog


How nothing….

Happens to them

All is us All

We welcome


One & many

Hail Farewell



Doc Z

It’s a personal relationship

A love affair

A marriage

A child

A world

A life

A family of friends

Respect and community

Myth reality

A dream come true

Wish, the fabled way

Immortality & Passion

The freedom of a true communion

Genesis beauty

In the eye of her

I find all I will ever need

Is nothing compared to

What I can’t tell you

A wonder to behold

Everywhere I look

I see

You are near to me

So clear to me


As one


I’m so glad

And an eternity of love, existence, care, adventure, mystery

Ever renewing newness

An unconditional surrender to truth and so

Yes… I can say

It’s ok, what it is

We are it



Brings victory easy like the breeze

At ease



Stat X



Is he —- dangerous?


Sir, he just opened the front door to let his wife out to work. He has a cherry tootsie pop in his mouth and is grinning broadly. It’s (watch) 8:05am, blue hooded sweatshirt and leisure pants, neon shoes, buzzed….

His phone dropped out of his pocket — falling into

The snow

He said sorry picked it up and got cold hands

He made —- a face

He’s opening The Screen Door

The loose chain at the top hit it
making him say

Wow man…..

OMG I just saw him fly up the stairs through the little windows at the top of the door.

He’s turning around! He put his hand out and fucking winked at our perceptors

as he did so

They said they’re out, their allies are scared and so are they

Yes… yes

Yes I’m checking the record sorry sir

(winks, laughs silently, looks at the guy frozen on the floor)

(humid breathing)

Well, what can we do?

What do you suggest?

More… men?


Get outta town

Put it on

The ole

American Express



Blazing gaze


(taps mirror, smokes)




Who are you?

(looks around quickly)

Wait, where am I?

What’s going on here.




(taps branch)

You’ll see

My friend


The Bees: Honey

Do not be deluded

By what you may see here

On this face, from time to time

Grim, then merry


I am, riding

To Battle

But not for hate

For Love

My anger is transmuted

To determination, faith, bravery

You cannot stop me

I am stopped

Nothing moves me

Like the wind a leaf

Nothing is not nothing

It is nothing

Nothing Is

The Dot

Is not a spot

I have seen

The White Sphere

Of Brahman

Taken from my loins

In a dream

I awakened

Where is my love?

You will hear it, she said

I heard it, and came…

Where is she, I asked

I heard a whisper

As everything changed

I am, here

I saw the sunrise through the window

I died

Running down the stairs

An image frozen in eternity

Waiting for the spring thaw

Not waiting, not hoping….

It is


Please, my friends

Understand this

The Earth


Depends upon it


4 Heart

Don’t mistake the circles in your mind for something bad….

They are the rings, the whirlwind

The grooves are engraven

Move with the motion, lean into it, hold in the center feel the pull fell

Through, flying whippoorwill chutes


They were —-

So beautiful, entrancing….

As heaven advancing


I want to hear you tell me what they say

Just for once….

Ascension is a coming together

Us & them

Then the way is clear

Nothing stands in it

So we see


To ourselves, all of us

And so, you

So there is no conflict to be resolved

We all, understand each other

Finally again

There is

Nothing… to do, but enjoy this

As it is….


The shimmer begins, to appear like magic ice castles in Nacre clouds of refreshing

looks out the windows

10 Suns

Wait 4 It


The Zombie Season

If it happened to find it couldn’t swallow you

The next best thing….

Keep you trapped under its slithery gaze


It’s distress that excites it

It’s like god fell into matter and went crazy

It’s old, older than old

Free, like everything else

But not, like everything else


It is, unkind

It wants chaos to match its disjointed moaning mind

To get lost in……..

Everyone there

They can’t stop

They find nothing

And listen to the lie

So when nothing is left

They start in, on each other

It’s all on the inside

But they wont take any help, it’s a trap….

Bottomless & secret

What will make you feel better, really?

Nothing will.

Hey, come here —- let me look

At you..

Tell us

They want to get it out..

They need, out —-

You will give them everything you have

And then….

More, and more…..

They will never be satisfied, ever

A dead star torture chamber of the accusers

The Absurdity





Of The


For it is not powerful


Nothing Is….



The Breathers


Nothing is not nothing

Nothing —- comes….


No movement


Smooth movement



Nothing Is

Nothing Is~Not

Not So…. Fast


“He doesn’t, know…. where he is going, so he gets there quickly too late”

We call this —- The Hole


No… no

It’s not a bar, not by far

Far, far…. And Away

I don’t think anything

Not really….

I’m just watching and listening, trying to be

I do see the people, I know them

I know this….

So I don’t need to know anything else

It is already more than most

They are more fun than us, than me

Don’t be…. Fooled

Like in my dreams….

Always late, for school

Suh Such & Such



What can be done?


You can’t do anything, there is nothing to kill

In one sense, they are not even really here


They’ll just move it a little and you won’t even know what happened…..


Well….. that’s hard for us to say at this time, Sir….


All of our emissaries come back with glowing reports

What do they say?

No Sir…..

The reports are glowing. The emissaries drop them off, laugh, and walk away….

Yes… but what do they say?

No Sir!


Well…. what did he say?

Fugetta bout it….

(chin on hand)



Static: Rings & Waves



We had to close, the ride

Which one?

The tube…..

Which one?

The big one in the jungle


What happened?

He wanted to go on again right after

(laughter & static)


We think he wanted to show off —- for his wife….

Oh, herrrrr….

(clicks, whirs)

He would have come right back through (breaks)

Again (laughter)

Well…. Ya that’s why we closed it!

(slide whistle yodel)

I knowwwww….

Keep an eye out….

(hand out)

One & many!

(pointer finger out, distantly)

Hail & Farewell…

Special Forces: The Stir, Begins (draft)


Altercation, leads to an arrest.

And, a ride…..

To the station.

Grey wall vacations

Mind numb gestations

Long weekend synchronicity formulations

Well….. so

At the station, as the cuffs came off an elbow somehow slipped and hit the officer in the eye

No malice intended

But I was thrown to the floor…..

My head got a bump, a quite large purple yellow lump

Ba dump.

So we went to the hospital shortly after, and I was a little giddy and said thank you as I left

The bail appeal woman said she’d do her best and that I should be careful or I could die

And looked at me with those eyes.

I was kinda surprised…..

No Lie

I figured alright were even, he’s a man….



That’s not what happened…..

My lawyer was a somewhat heavy set but young and particularly cheery fellow

“Can I bring anything?”

Has anyone died in there before?”

“Do you think I’ll you know, I mean do you think I’ll…. Um”

(makes face)


“Is it—- bad?”

(hands up)



Vacation 1: By Sunset 1989 (draft)

Puerto Rico, in the outer suburbs

Just near where the mountains and the jungle nearly reach the ocean

A new teenager walks along the beach from the hotel with whitewashed villas in the hills behind

He’s sporting a yellow polo golf shirt and some swim trunks….

~Flip flops~

No shades

He walks for what seems like a good ways, it’s a little foggy from a light rain

The palm trees start to thin a little to his side, but the low mist hangs around

small bright spots appear when a small beam breaks through, the shadows are Jupiter atmospheric in the shady heat

He comes to a little beach clearing and some streets, he walks down one

The streets are nearly perfect squares. It’s very quiet, very few people seem to be around.

After just a few blocks he comes to a bar open to the street, he walks in….




Rum & Coke?

pours a glass

hands over

It’s just rum…..

no response

laughs lightly

How much, que dinero?

holds out hand

5 dollars?

no response


hands over a 10

Please…. keep the change

drinks rum

it’s a fairly large glass

for a new teenager

Hey…. Got a smoke?

hands over a few Marlboro Reds

Oh…. thanks


Ok…. well


hands over beer

Thank you…..

sometime later

Alright! Thank you…..

Reasalllly gewdzz tsalkking uj


“walking” along

a Catholic schoolgirl on the corner makes a very strange face at him

a man passing by breathes really heavy walking by

It’s fairly hot, maybe 100 degrees or so….

Clear & Sunny

as he goes by a open top street garbage can he puts his head over the hole and vomits into it

dazed he looks up and sees the Catholic schoolgirl pointing at him and speaking with a very hard expression for one unwrinkled

a man taps him on the shoulder, as a street dog barks he wakes up a little

“Hey, you shouldn’t be here…. You could get hurt, especially in your condition”

ehhhh, I did, jk I’m thirsty

“Come with me, I’ll take you to the beach and you follow it back to your hotel before sunset”



He walked….

Home in the Sunset

Somehow we found him again the next day, or maybe the next

This one

escapes me


The Guardians: All Things




We sang of earth woman lost

To the green dragon of the west

We fell, as everything does

Through abyssal time

The clear darkness unbounded

Everything collapses ~ Nothing is stable

Breaking my dreams, untold

I saw my love at the end….


The East

Yellow dawn


Once, again

Raining piano rays

Play, play, play

The dead all say

Hooray, Hooray!