When I’m alone I go into the awesome, the grand show of dark & light
With people I am bright, welcoming, quiet, comforting, and accommodating
I am a natural actor, but I am not pretending… only acting as this, which is all true my brothers, I love it, and so all of you.
I have seen, and so do not fear my brother fellow man no matter what the master the master the master creates all reality realities I only crosses them my friends there is no such, such that there is I is
This is bliss but the kind which grows and turns and burns and recedes and bleeds and reforms and is torn and tossed and costs us
Keeping amulets so smooth rocks looking for the docks an empty place a fair face a spinning gaze no more craze I need to go I am
You are not losing your mind, things are becoming clear — you are supported
We speak positively — you don’t need to be afraid
You areimmortal — so are we, all
People think they want it, and then when it starts — I’m losing my mind!
No, you are seeing the connections now, this is all. Accept it, listen, watch…
Shit, have fun with it. It’s a mystery, an adventure — that’s how I see it
Sometimes, people may try to dissuade you, influence you. Say nothing, and stand your ground. You see them for what they are, or are not.
Laugh, warrior— now, go on your way…
You are not hearing things, that was before. Now you hear, your own voice. Don’t worry it will blend with you before long, but first — you must listen, and then accept it for what it really is, not what your fear tells you, but your hope & faith & love wish it to be… This is how you get through your world changing— for the better. Unsurprisingly, for the worse you don’t even notice anymore.
In the end, I asked — to be saved.
I was, and then I was released.
Now, I am.
This is one view of — The Leap
I was only —
All my glow, had diminished so — I thought, it left me…
But it had not, only dimmed…
So I became — bright
It was not an easy process, especially in the start. Still it goes on, though much has changed…
I will tell you everything my friends…
In good time….
They spoke reassuringly, in a way I could understand…
“Bro, your fucking doing it! Holy shit, just hang on buddy were helping you, hang on motherfucker!”
“Just lay back! Your going to be ok, don’t be afraid, we know it hurts— but you are doing fucking spectacular this time. Nobody has done it like this before man, everybody here is shitting!”
“We’re going to have a party like you can’t fucking imagine when you get back dude. We’re gonna shake all the fucking worlds, everything is waiting!
There’s more, much more of that — but you get idea…
No, it was not what I would have expected, none of it was. It was not only my dream come true — but the dream of all mankind
It is… it really doesn’t matter how — you get nothing, only…
If you can, touch it just let it go and fall burning to the ground
dug up from mad gone phones the cabinets all open and closed the windows froze radiators breathe wires seethe falling rot teeth thieves of the inner sleeves
Leaping alone no inside no I didn’t know I didn’t imagine anything could be as it is so this is real what I did I find proof in the changing booths jumping off roofs onto pools of new rules
no explanations is how we do it those are only for you and me snakes walk backward flashing the hive zones though, interrupt me back to this I can’t make it… home
what a, sorrow no tomorrows gone fallow
After you, nothing— really matter anymore
But all of you— don’t tell… don’t sell, it’s a well swirling is all it does it’s all swell it needs to like all of us so we call it just such
A suchness has no goal posts no failures only The Master sends all reality so we slide in circles around and approach a formless kind in unforeseeable awe and oh my god it’s all true my…. my. Mercy please — yes… they send it
in beams it seems
Let me go to it for all one last time
A raft thrown ashore, the shore is in shambles and ramshackle fun sun Ray’s play in a way I could never see before
From a clear view which reveals nothing new no energy now flows all is time slices staggered & stunning The Master comes once a soul aeon
So no it doesn’t matter for you or anyone else if you see you must listen and watch all the movements and the words and the touches the people and the trees feeling dark crested murmuring seas drinking tea anew mornings rhythms